it hurts so much

i have to sacrifice my heart in order to make her happy and smile,i'm not the man for her,i'm not qualify to stand beside her,walk with her,and make her smile to the end...she has a great man in her life,a man that had stole her heart,her love,her smile..and she's very happy with him,i don't want to take away people happiness,when i look her,i see her smile,a warm smile that i've lost long time ago..i want that smile to be with me,always be with me...but it seems her smile isn't for me...it hurts me so much when she tells story about her moment with her love one..it hurts me so much...i though i never fall to her before but her smile,reminds me of her...now i'm in love..but it is a forbidden love,i cherish it in my heart,as long as i live in this world...Dear Allah,please, always make her life better and make her smile all the time... 1437,smile suits you the best,princess.....