i love you

what do you all think about love??what should i do,i've this feeling,it comes so sudden as i tought i won't fall in love again..she is my best friend,when she around me,she make me feel comfortable,she's so perfect in my eyes..she's come from a great science school,she's a smart student,she has soft heart,kind to others and always smile for everyone..as for me,i'm nobody..live in lonely world,i'm not as good as her,i'm not smart compare to her..besides,she's already has someone special to her...i really want to tell her how i feel,but my past always haunt me,myself differences with her..i'm not deserve to be loved by her..i'm not deserve to stand by her side..she always told me,i'm different from any guy she knew,that always like her,always say pretty words to take her heart...she's wrong..i like her since the first time i look at her...but we live in two different world..she is bright as a moon,i'm not the star for her...so i've decided to hate her..i think this is the best way..Do you think my way is better for both of us??help me...please