Nightmare

i dream about her last nite..it was cruel,it crushed my heart..she,with her new one,mocking me,harrased me,said that i'm crazy,..i didn't deserved to be loved by someone...till now,after i woke up,i still could see their smile demon faces...i feel,i don't have any friends at all...why all of this happen to me??!!!! why??!!!!

World

It's a brand new world of 2011!!!

it hurts so much

i have to sacrifice my heart in order to make her happy and smile,i'm not the man for her,i'm not qualify to stand beside her,walk with her,and make her smile to the end...she has a great man in her life,a man that had stole her heart,her love,her smile..and she's very happy with him,i don't want to take away people happiness,when i look her,i see her smile,a warm smile that i've lost long time ago..i want that smile to be with me,always be with me...but it seems her smile isn't for me...it hurts me so much when she tells story about her moment with her love one..it hurts me so much...i though i never fall to her before but her smile,reminds me of her...now i'm in love..but it is a forbidden love,i cherish it in my heart,as long as i live in this world...Dear Allah,please, always make her life better and make her smile all the time... 1437,smile suits you the best,princess.....

goodbye my love...

i have to let my feelings go off...i love her so much...but i'm not deserve to be with you..i want u to always smile..that's all i want...i want u to smile 4 your loveones..not for me..i always see u in my heart,see u when i'm crying,see u when i'm alone....although i'm suffering,mits ok..it is 4 u to be happy...smile suits u the best...always remember that...

friendship

do you know what is true friend???do you have them???i bet you all have...when i walk around,i see people with their close friends,lots of them..sometimes i see loving couples,it makes my heart hurt so much..me,still alone...why i can have that feeling in my life??it hurts so much...someone that i love so much,always leave me alone...it hurts..help me

i love you

what do you all think about love??what should i do,i've this feeling,it comes so sudden as i tought i won't fall in love again..she is my best friend,when she around me,she make me feel comfortable,she's so perfect in my eyes..she's come from a great science school,she's a smart student,she has soft heart,kind to others and always smile for everyone..as for me,i'm nobody..live in lonely world,i'm not as good as her,i'm not smart compare to her..besides,she's already has someone special to her...i really want to tell her how i feel,but my past always haunt me,myself differences with her..i'm not deserve to be loved by her..i'm not deserve to stand by her side..she always told me,i'm different from any guy she knew,that always like her,always say pretty words to take her heart...she's wrong..i like her since the first time i look at her...but we live in two different world..she is bright as a moon,i'm not the star for her...so i've decided to hate her..i think this is the best way..Do you think my way is better for both of us??help me...please